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发表于 2018-8-2 23:20:37 | 显示全部楼层 |阅读模式
"No blood is tortured."
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Ouyang, 32 years old, stayed at home during the day and night. He didn't like to move. He didn't go downstairs for two weeks. His favorite posture was a shrunk on the sofa, aimlessly pressing the remote control to see the flashing pictures on TV. Every once in a while, he takes out his cell phone, skillfully enters fixed phrases and websites, and flips through old friends'websites like "Ai-fearing Bar".

This is the norm for the past half a year. At first, the family also advised him to go out and walk more and more, he was not moving, just pondering over his mind, trying to find a final answer: "do I have to get sick in the end?" The more he was afraid, the more he secretly believed that he was suffering from AIDS which is still incurable.

Several tests from authoritative hospitals and CDC have told Ouyang that his HIV test results were negative and uninfected, but he still does not believe them. This suspicion and fear of the possibility of HIV infection recurred in his mind and sleep for more than a year.

Suspicion and fear began on a night in September 2017. Because of the demand for entertainment, Ouyang Chang, who is engaged in sales work, has access to sex shops such as foot bath and sauna. Once drunk in Shanghai, he had an unprotected sex with a sex worker. A month later, he began to cough and low fever. The doctor diagnosed the virus as a cold. After a week's off and on, he got better and his temperature dropped to normal level. At this time, he seldom thought of a cold before. He was not at ease. After opening Baidu's simple search, he began his endless journey of fear.

Baidu told him that AIDS has a window period, usually in 2 weeks to March, during which HIV is difficult to detect, and the window and subsequent incubation period is often accompanied by certain symptoms: low fever, diarrhea, lymph node swelling and so on. When Ouyang saw it, he was scared out of a cold sweat.

He went to the hospital and hung in the Department of respiration, the rheumatology department, the nephrology department, the Department of dermatology to do various tests. But he still can not afford to lose heart, and bought more than 5000 yuan of the whole body luxury medical package, the results show that all the indicators are normal.
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But after returning home, he began to suffer from low-grade fever at night, accompanied by diarrhea and lost more than 5 pounds. This plunged him into a greater fear - his illness, and the window symptoms of AIDS that he had searched for. Since then, he has to weigh his weight every half an hour to measure his body temperature and see whether it is normal or not.

He had no intention of working. He took a long vacation to the unit and locked himself in the room. Fear of his "winning" infection, he learned from the network, access to all knowledge about AIDS, from the bar to the forum, to the QQ group, volunteers and groups of friends to tell their own high-risk behavior and symptoms, begging them to answer, the answer is negative, "no infection."

Ouyang still doesn't believe it. He went to Shanghai Zhongshan Hospital, Xinhua Hospital and other well-known hospitals for testing, the results were negative. He began to believe in hospitals and went to the CDC for free testing. CDC doctors carefully questioned, refused to detect. "You will not be infected at all. There is no need to waste resources." As he asked for his bitterly, the doctor did not move.

Thinking of the doctor said no problem, Ouyang was somewhat relaxed, but he still couldn't help taking his temperature and weight when he returned home. He tossed and turned sleepless when he fluctuated slightly. Gradually, he regarded himself as a patient, unwilling to go out, afraid to see people, and thought the outside environment was not clean.  He dared not tell his family that he had the possibility of infection. He was lying in bed at home every day. "This is a kind of torture without blood."

"This is a typical" threat ". Chengdu fear of AIDS intervention center (hereinafter referred to as "fear of AIDS intervention center") psychological counsellor Zhang Ke said. Fear of AIDS, or phobia of AIDS, is a psychological barrier to a variety of psychological symptoms and behavioural abnormalities such as anxiety, depression, and compulsion.  Generally speaking, there are two types of AIDS phobia: suspected HIV infection, or very afraid of infection and obsessive-compulsive disorders such as cleanliness.

"Fear of AIDS" patients with AIDS infection is very different, the latter many people have no knowledge of AIDS before infection, and 'fear of AI' is very understanding of AIDS. " The person in charge of an AIDS detection public service in Beijing told me that every day their advisory phone will be detonating by the group of fear, and sometimes people come to test it every day, so that they will later record it, refuse to test the group, and make it mandatory to make it every month.

This is a very large and growing group. According to Zhang Ke's estimation, there are 800,000 to 1 million AIDS-phobic patients in China, some of them are serious depression, schizophrenia and other tendencies of patients. If there is a group with fear of AIDS, the figure may be even larger, reaching tens of millions of magnitude. Baidu Post Bar specializes in "fear Ai bar", China's largest "Ai Ai" community. By the end of the draft, there were 82 thousand people concerned, nearly 11 million 500 thousand posts, a number of updates every minute, the poster and the responders, more with "fear of friends" to each other.

According to Zhang Ke, the number of "threatening" patients in Chengdu, where it is located, is about 50 thousand, and the related medical institutions often come into contact with these groups of repeated visits and contacts, which have become one of the thorny problems. "Now the CDC meets these kinds of patients directly to us.

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